My old blog is gone!~ oh well~

 Holla~ recently I have found out that my old blog from tabulas is gone... and after some digging, it seems that Tabulas has been gone for quite a while~ sad since all my old post and past entry is there~
 But enough looking back, I shall take this as a sign to move forward. Because just reading the past post of my blog made me facepalm myself made me realize that I have been growing and maturing.
 Recently, Malaysia (my country) have been struck by an incident that is most saddening... the missing flight MH370. Throughout the days of searching, many rumours gave hope and depression to the victims' families. I have learned the impact of spreading such rumours, you know when you just simply share an article at facebook without confirming the authenticity of the information. Yea sure, no harm can be done spreading false information right? WRONG! imagine is a sin is calculated based on the chain reaction that false information gave and for every proceeding chain, the sin is doubled and it adds up until to some unknown point... ya, thats some heavy shit burden there.
 And then there is the incident where our muslim brothers are facing hardship in Egypt. Though I have yet to read about it, do pray for both the muslims in Egypt and the people in MH370.
 As always, pictures owner's copyright is preserved.

Self improvement for hire!

 Sup~ Today was a tiring day... morning got to attend a wedding (which was awesome btw esp the food), evening helped friend go to hospital (May Allah fasten his recovery), and walk around IIUM pasting posters~ like Mubin says "Gila gila wei!" (crazy crazy wei!).. haha~
 Last week until next week I'll be boarding the extra effort and speed revision train~ choo choo! well.. my project kinda slow (well.. i dunno.. mayb its due to the fact that there are so little CONCRETE GUIDE TO INDOOR NAVIGATION!).. fuh.. keep clam calm Addam..
 I have learned to accept criticism although its hard to swallow due to that I'm smart I tend to be comfortable with my knowledge.. but then when i started thinking.. i agreed with those criticism not because they are right but i felt the need to know my wrongs and keep improving~ else... what is my purpose here other than improving right?
Moving on, making up with good friends is really hard when you actually care for them and only to find out that you have committed wrongdoings to them~ man.. it eats up inside you.. worse, they are the one who told you about it and said that it is ok (when you know it is NOT) so, any opinions on how to sincerely apologize is kindly appreciated~ ;)
 Finally, I be going for internship on Jun this year.. which.. I want to go to Japan so badly! ehem... there are too many companies to choose from... should i do it near KL or near my house? should i choose companies along with my coursemates or go solo as always? and there is a Japanese company that does website and it is based near my house but i've to consider the environment/culture can help improve me or not and requirement (financial, knowldge etc etc) to do intern there... too many to think about~
 I'm gonna just write all my task need to complete in a sticky note and paste all over my room and only take it down one by one when it is complete.. how abt that? @_@
 anyway, this is my final semester studying here before i move on to the working world.. so im gonna go all out while partying! enjoying my student life here~ ;)

Use proper English~ ;)

Literally translated!

B**** be trippin balls~

Gotta keep busy~ and make a new blog for tech stuffs~

 And here I'm sitting in my room alone thinking about all the important stuff to do during my semester break and my final semester here in IIUM. So here are a list for me to do (just planning in hopes that most of these will be fulfilled)
1. Make another blog for tech stuff... I've got so much to share
2. Adjust my Android app.. still derping on that
3. get some side jobs.. about time I earn my keep.. plus be needing cash for food and my new found hobby (WARHAMMER 40K)!!
4. Read MOAR more books... gotta control myself as I've just started reading some Warhammer40k books
5. Keep up waking up in the early mornings.. I'm on a streak here!~ though my definition of mornings is from sunrise until 11am~ lolz~

The Bros

The Siss

Programming!!!~

Lolz~ even after 9 years ++ i'm still feeling like a noob in blogging. Maybe its due to my personality of not sharing everything to blog site and I'm not the expressive type. Anyway, since now i've time... lets talk about the importance of learning programming. 

Here's a story that triggers all these thoughts~ There I was, handling an event booth trying to invite more people to come a join. Then one particular group of students (ICT Students) came to check out my booth. As I was explaining about the event (it was a Microsoft programming competition workshop), one of the student just spoke up in Malay "I'm allergic to programming"... imagine how dumbfounded expression look I was making. Come on people, learning programming isn't hard at all and plus I strongly believes that since we are living in a Hi-tech world that constantly bombarding us with new gadgets and devices that (if i may strongly add) are build and run on these programming languages.

 And by knowing programming languages, we are able to at least be a smart tech users, rather than dumb users (that can only complain and cry like a lil baby when sh*t happens). There are more reasons to learn programming languages but it'll take the whole day to write it down.. so rather than list all these reasons.. I'm going to give some tips on how to be good in programming:

1. Pick one and stick to it (I highly recommend HTML for beginners)

2. Imagine you are building a world and feel that awesome-ness

3. Keep on making epic programs (can be webpages, apps, or simple softwares)

4. Seek guidance and ask for help. There are A LOT...i repeat A LOT of experienced programmers that will gladly help you. 

5. Google is your friend.

6. Lastly, practise practise practise~

I myself, am still a noob programmer and have little experience in programming but it keeps on getting interesting. Plus, programming greatly helps making me tech savvy by knowing the inside out on how a tech works so that I can avoid getting hacked/wtf-ed/omfg-ed. 

cheers~ as always~

Mortis Metalikus (A warhammer man/machine sick fusion)

Helping others is by helping yourself

 Waliao! its exactly one year since i last post anything worthwhile. Maybe its due to my reserve nature, and no time to update anything. Ok... its actually no time to update. To help others is to help oneself first, this was a phrase by a character of an anime I've watched not long ago. Which bring me into this thought that since my coding skills aren't that bad, the least I can do is to offer my services in teaching my juniors about programming. Though last short semester I've done 2 classes of 'underground' classes, this semester is lacking of participant. Its either the juniors are not interested in learning coding or they are just taking advantage of the technology available to them. I meant that we are getting more dependable to computers but we do not want to understand these technology. 

 It is not hard to learn coding, in fact most people liked it when they got a hang of it. Coding as I see it can help people be more aware of the technology they use. One obvious reason is that, we use these technology without knowing that other people who can exploit our lack of knowledge in this. Its sad to see that people post lots of stuff of FB without realizing there are other people secretly taking advantage of this. I was one of those people who 'hacks' FB just for fun just to see these ignorant's reaction. With knowing on how to code, its like knowing how the inside of the computer works therefore able to at least defend oneself at a certain level. I rather be a smart tech-user than be a ignorant one. 

 Well, even with all these projects and assignments... I'm willing to offer some of my time to teach if only if these juniors help themselves. Lets hope I'll be able to succeed in spreading this awareness. As for me, I see that by programming, I'm able to create my own world and... in hoping to understand how my Creator felt when He is creating this world and us. 

PS: I never expect I'm lacking in Android designing and Steganography~ @_@ 

Anyway.. here are some 9gag stuff that i found fun~

My often face~ LOL

Why people ask me about marriage?

Woohoo~ after 4 months, finally I post something.. due to unseen circumstances... ;p

I have to actually limit the content of my posts here due it is a public blog... for some of my private posts will be in my old blog.

On to today's topic, marriage... this ranting have been buzzing around my social circle for quite some time now and recently it has escalated to the point that I'm actually annoyed to hear. People have been going like "Marry early can help avoid adultery, marry early can make our life easy, it is not about the money when it comes to marriage...etc etc etc". Well, have marriage have actually been reduced to the reason of simply those... Let me share some of my personal opinion as a person, and yes, as someone who will also one day, get married. (but not for these next years)

 My parents had a simple marriage, kinda like they were close friends, then marry due to that they are already working, stable, and can support both of their parents. My dad had even enough to support my uncle (mum's brother) until he graduate college at Australia. From these events that I heard and learned, is that marriage is a huge step in life... and there is no reverse gear. I can clearly say that divorce is NOT an option because most of my friends whose parents are divorced... aren't doing so well. 

 Marriage should me considered as a holy path and can only be done when we are ready mentally, spiritually and financially...(though, I would like to stress FINANCIALLY) I can't just marry with my parent's money...come on, its my marriage and it should be with my own money. That's one, two... what comes after marriage is a huge commitment, actually... to many to list down (kids, expenditures, family, etc etc)

 To make this short, I see marriage is like a step in life where you will not see yourself as an individual, but as a whole family. It is not your own anymore, you'll have to support your spouse and kids and parents. Here is an alternative to those who can't wait for marriage even though they are not ready, make alot of friends, do lots of activities, find your own purpose to contribute to society, improve oneself and mostly take care of your parents and siblings. That's it, in bahasa... kalo kite gatai sgt nk kawen awal dgn x sedia lg, wat byk keje amal dan b'ibadah je la.. senang cite. No offence people, just my personal opinion. 

A poem form me to my soul~

As the moon embraced the sky,

I was frightened,

A voice called out to me,

but I was blinded by tears.

You, who is smiling is reflected in my eyes,

I can see you screaming, way in the darkness,

but your are just too far away.

"I just want to be your flower,

Scorned by a sinner",

It shrouded in pain,

In the depth of my chest.

I whispered to you, who embraced the pain:

"I want to hold you in this ash-like snow",

I gave the only love I had,

and scattered the blood-stained snow to sky.

You continued to sing as your breath was stained red,

"May you appear in my dreams tonight...",

Your final season has nearly reached its end,

My last tears gather in my eyes, let's return to this fine snow.

Hold me tight enough to break me,

When I wake from my dream,

Your bleeding smile, hiding behind pain expression,

Just disappears.