Monday, 30 January 2012

At that moment where faith falls~

 I have experienced, recently, a moment where I was aware of the falling of my Iman(faith)... it was scary.. and I realized that the temptation of this world is hard to ignore moreover indulge in it~ The previous weekends was  difficult to accept because I seen my weaknesses... and i'm powerless against it.. damn~
 From committing the sin of lust to gluttony to pride to envy.. every of this made me aware~ Sometimes, I'm just powerless against it (the worldly matter)... 
 But during this past few weeks, although there was temptations and sins.. one thing that came to my mind..its like a wall.. a barrier.. a question.. somewhere deep in my mind and heart... something always say "Do you want to sacrifice your Islam and faith to Allah SWT for this?" and it saved me just in the nick of time.. but i'm not sure until when~ I can feel it deep inside my flesh and bones.. the ever growing infection called sin and worldly temptation spreading out.. and the only prevention to it is a continuous Ibadah(act of worship to Allah SWT) and reminder of Him.. O Allah~ I will forever seek your love, guidance, forgiveness and mercy for I'm  powerless~ 
 Just thought of expressing myself here je~
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Monday, 16 January 2012

My sad capability~

When was it?
When we were left alone 
When was it?
When our childhood time was done

Who was it?
That we wanted to share our world with
Who was it?
That we tried our best to cradle hearts
Who was it?
In the end compares us with other 
And does not sees us as we are here

What was it?
That makes us love a person
What was it?
That we try our best despite our capability
What was it?
That we step out of our ease
Just to see that person smile

This is a poem
Not like any other
A poem
Of a lover to his love
A poem
To tell his love that he is only human

Sunday, 15 January 2012

Holidays are now!

Exams are over
Time for sober
Blog makeover is my later intention
For now is my hibernation

--Sleep sleep--